march 1

well, its been a while. the trip? the big trip i was so worried about? yeah, i wasn't worried enough. spend a night and day suffering from hypothermia, everyone thought i was weird, did in fact end up looking like a homeless person, didn't really make any new friends. i did try, but i realized later he thought i was hitting on him, when i just thought he would be a good partner for photography walks. i can't tell if the girls were being petty, or i just took it wrong cause i was tired and cold. one girl did seem petty-spoke loudly about horrible smokers, moved on to disgusting fat people and then later told me she was glad to see me in pants..??
anyway, home with bronchitis-no walking because i am exhausted and can barely breathe. will start back up when i am feeling better, honest, i miss it. keeping good eating on track, at least.

wednesday morning

things much more in control- got my pills, started packing last night, went for a walk this morning. need to dry clean sleeping bag. tried to sleep in it last night and it was itchy. that was something i don't think i worried about. see?
lesson learned:
don't worry

2/22

woke up too late for my walk. so tired last night, but then couldn't sleep. anxious about upcoming trip. useless because:worrying about forgetting something means i won't be thinking about what to bring clearly and i will forget something; worried about rain(also useless, either will or won't); being cold; making a fool of myself; arguing with teach(i've never met) about shoes, cameras, being constipated, my midnight pee run, etc etc etc. also, my pill taking has been irregular, so that might be a part of it (really, dawn?). must pick up meds today and cant figure out when, try and sneak out of work a little early. shold have been organizing this weekend, but didn't (wiped out from food poisoning, mom here on sunday).. argggggghhhh!  on the other hand----healthy food, yay!

after the break

rain and 3 day sickness has meant no walking. 7 pounds lost. 3 miles in 1 hr 3 minutes this morning. not bad after 3 days on the couch. legs feel really good, no hip displasia, no blsters on feet, toes are cool, back feels better. pomegranite smoothie for breakfast, oranges, sushi for lunch. lots to do this week.

saturday morning

obvious i have somewhat lost my commitment here. del taco yesterday, why do i have such a problem with this shit? argh!!!!!

friday

woke up too late to walk :( am actually bummed. my legs are raring and ready to go. good breakfast, lunch and dinner yesterday. took my iron this morning. planning on bb, fruit today. yardwork tomorrow. try and walk tonight, but must make time for hw. sigh.

2/10/11

woo-hoo.. 2 miles in 50 minutes, haha, 10 minutes off my previous time. yes, i know, a 20 min. mile sucks, bite me. bb for breakfast yesterday, 1/2 can tuna for lunch (lentils too salty, inedible), sunflower seeds all afternoon (gave me a toothache), mac and cheese for dinner (yes, the whole box). still feeling good. too much coffee after 5, couldn't fall asleep. hard to get up this morning, but i did it anyway (personal victory). also, blisters on feet, working on toughening them up- this weekend goal-walk somewhere with sand and/or pebbles/rocks.
goals today:
healthy breakfast, healthy lunch, healthy dinner
take some iron
ace my test