2/22

woke up too late for my walk. so tired last night, but then couldn't sleep. anxious about upcoming trip. useless because:worrying about forgetting something means i won't be thinking about what to bring clearly and i will forget something; worried about rain(also useless, either will or won't); being cold; making a fool of myself; arguing with teach(i've never met) about shoes, cameras, being constipated, my midnight pee run, etc etc etc. also, my pill taking has been irregular, so that might be a part of it (really, dawn?). must pick up meds today and cant figure out when, try and sneak out of work a little early. shold have been organizing this weekend, but didn't (wiped out from food poisoning, mom here on sunday).. argggggghhhh!  on the other hand----healthy food, yay!