thurs

first day of school. woke up feeling okay. slightly depressed all day, but blue eyeshadow and shiny earrings helped. high anxiety before class, but it better once inside, seems okay. ate del taco for breakfast(didnt taste good at all-psychosomatic hunger feelings when i see the sign though). i was absolutely starving this morning. must be pms never ending stomach time. yogurt with blueberries and crumbled bkfst bars. taco bell!!! for dinner. sigh. came home and made amaranth clusters for tomorrow, set out meat to thaw for tacos. tried to exercise, but very sore, lower back is killing me. plus-leftover smoothie. mmm-mmmmm.. also-hair very shiny and soft and bouncy-new argon oil treatment, self-mani/pedi last night, skin feels terrific. weigh in=285. made plans to go visiting this weekend(cousin). feeling better now.